June 2013
Are girls getting more beautiful or am I getting more gay?
i’m getting more gay
All I want is to be able to love someone who loves me as much as I love them but I honestly can’t see myself in this idillic situation.
I haven’t had an urge to cry for ages until just now. I’ve become so heartless and uncaring so I front like I don’t care about certain people but at the same time I want them to care for/want me. I feel so lost and confused. I don’t want to get attached to anyone again but at the same time I feel so fucking alone and it’s so depressing
it’s kinda funny how when you get older you start to enjoy the things you hated as a kid like taking naps and getting spanked
the second one was kind of unexpected
but no one is disagreeing
do you have like these imaginary scenes in your head of you in situations that would never actually happen and whenever you’re bored or spacing out or just walking around you kind…