All I want is to be able to love someone who loves me as much as I love them but I honestly can’t see myself in this idillic situation.
I haven’t had an urge to cry for ages until just now. I’ve become so heartless and uncaring so I front like I don’t care about certain people but at the same time I want them to care for/want me. I feel so lost and confused. I don’t want to get attached to anyone again but at the same time I feel so fucking alone and it’s so depressing